Simply Me

I long more of Him.

Friday night I said to myself… “Awesome, I get to sleep in Saturday morning!!”. Since I have been either working or waking up early to go to class I haven’t been able to sleep much. So Saturday morning comes around… it’s 7 am and I’m awake and alert hiding under the covers saying “God not now!!”. He was waking me up! God was saying to me, come on, we need to talk! The more I would refuse, the more alert I would be, the more I really wanted Him.

This is the way I see it…

It’s a relationship. It’s as if your hunny wakes you up in the morning saying “I love You!”, then tickles you ’till your awake. God was tickling my sleep. I gave in! I said ok ok!! I got up, did my bed, showered, then said “God, I’m all yours”. Took out my guitar and played Him my heart. I song has been sung from my soul for a few days now. A song that for me is so deep, so simple yet with such meaning. All it sings is…

A pursurer of Your soul, I have become

A pursurer of Your soul, I have become

I stand In awe of You, Longing for your touch…

I am in the dating stage with God all over again. I am at the part where I want to look pretty for Him (although He see’s my beauty inside and out). I want to impress Him, I want to say the right thing for Him. I want to see more of Him. What is so amazing is that it’s never too much when it comes to God. You can seek Him all you want! You can talk to Him all you want! As opposed to when your really dating a man, there are those limits. Don’t talk too much (especially when you have little minutes on your cell), can’t see him at late hours of the night… But with God you can! Funny though, we don’t take advantage. He is available twenty-four hours a day, just for me! WOW! There is a song from The David Crowder Band names Obsession that just touches my heart. I mean, it’s so amazing, just like the song says… my heart burns for You. My heart wants more of Him, less of me. It has become an obsession. I am more aware of my actions and how that will reflect on my walk with God. This is the one relationship I truly wouldn’t want to mess up in. So many times I have hurt Him, most of them unconsciously. This time I am making sure I get it right.

He is so amazing. My God is all I want, all I need, and truly Everything to me.

Dios, mi corazon late por Ti.

God, my heart beats for You.